I have been out of work since 9/09 due to an unexpected illness.  I had to have a pace maker implanted but that's only the beginning, the implantation went terribly wrong and I coded so I had to have another surgery on my heart to save my life.  I don't feel sorry for myself but I'm no longer able to work.  I'm on more than 7 different medications that I can't afford, I have 3 children ages 17, 14 & 10 who i'm trying to feed, clothe and keep a roof over their heads.  I do have a pending ssa/ssi case pending but it has been 7 months already with no decision.  I know a lot of people out here try to take advantage of good hearted people but I could really use any help/resources to help me deal with this problem.  I have developed anxiety/depression because I no longer what the next day will bring with this illness nor to I have a secure hope of what will happen to my children and I if I don't get some sort of financial help soon.  I have a 14 day notice from my landlord who wants $1749 within 14 days or we lose our apartment and right now other that GOD, I have no one else to turn to.  Please help us with any information that may assist.  I know their are people everywhere going thru similar situations and some even worse that may know where I can turn for help.  GOD BLESS!